Here you can read my full story although I no longer defined myself by it. I wanted to show you what is possible...
My story
I spent a big part of my life looking for myself, for who I was.
Growing up the message was clear “there is not enough for us”, “we are less than…”, "the world is a dangerous place so better keep safe".
Through conditioning from my family, school, I learnt that it wasn't safe or accepted to express a desire or show who I was authentically (it would result in being shut down, shouted at, criticised).
So the best way to avoid any of this, was to keep it all for myself and hide it.
I put up a wall. Subconsciously trying to pre-empt what everyone wanted from me to keep the peace.
As a result I became very analytical, overthinking, defensive, always on alert.
I had split. This way of being created a massive disconnect between the person I was showing outside and the person I was inside.
Most importantly I HAD NO IDEA, WHO I WAS…
I had spent the first part of my life being told how to think, to behave, what to study in order to have a good job in the future…that every aspiration I had wasn’t valid unless they were fitting a social norm of what looks like a good thing to have.
MY SELF-HEALING JOURNEY STARTED THEN…
Over the years, I enrolled in various courses and learnt the tools to befriend fear and my shadows, to reopen myself to feel, to speak my truth, to let go of fear of judgement. I reconstructed a belief system that was more in alignment with who I truly was.
I remember a course a practitioner saying to me, “You are too much in your head, come to your heart.” I honestly could not even understand what they were meaning by this. ”What do you mean my heart?” - and yet they were sooo right.
It all started to come together and make sense.
I came across a weekend introduction to kinesiology and I became hooked. I embarked on the journey and became a kinesiologist.
I DROPPED EVERYTHING AND FLEW TO AUSTRALIA
Fast forward few years. I graduated as "Doctor in Pharmaceutical science". Got a good paid job, I had “made it” according to society's standard, I had acquired another status.
All my friends had started to settle down, find a job, build a house, think about having kids.
I could see my path laid out ahead of me, my inner turmoil grew even louder.
I felt imprisoned, suffocated, empty, and disconnected.
I had to leave, to break free. My soul was craving freedom.
I left France and flew as far as I could. I landed in Sydney, Australia. I had no idea at the time that I’d end up as a kinesiologist in Adelaide!
I had to rebuild myself completely. Learn a new language, build new friendships, find a new job.
This was when I began to understand the whole big illusion of living in our heads, being defined by "labels''.
To know ourselves fully, we must first unlearn everything.
Although physically I was far away from my old life, it didn’t really solve anything. I had brought my ghosts with me. I had no keys…so I started looking for answers
Here's a glimpse into my formal training journey:
▷ HLT52415 Diploma of Kinesiology
▷ 10594NAT Diploma of Mind Body Medicine
▷ NLP Master Practitioner
▷ Thetahealing Practitioner
▷ LEAP FT1 - Brain Integration & stress (survival Switching)
▷ LEAP Environment Factors
▷ LEAP Brain Integration 2 (Reticular Activated System, Balance Equilibrium)
▷ Attitude With Essences
▷ Basket Weaver And Can Opener Holograms
▷ Simply The Brain
I'm committed to my continuous education and I'm currently completing a Master in Counselling and Psychotherapy
In person appointments:
Adelaide Hills Hawthorndene, SA 5051
(exact address provided upon booking)
Free parking available
Distance/Online appointments available via Zoom - transformational coaching/healing in the comfort of your own home
Tuesdays: 9.30 am - 9 pm
Thursdays: 10 am - 5.30 pm
Fridays: 9 am - 4.30 pm
Saturdays: 9 am - 1.30 pm
Other availability upon request
Ph: +61 450 676 990